Sunday, March 14, 2010
{ 6:30 PM }
Infatuated nanaman ako sa taong iniisip ko na infatuated din saken. Hahah :))
This is another story to be told.
Sana this time masaya na.
Sana :)
Friday, March 12, 2010
{ 1:04 PM }
Three facts on STRAIGHT Man:1. A
straight man will always love a woman and not a
GAY. Damn Gay!
2. A
straight man would rather gain benefits from a
GAY than loving him.
3. A
straight man doesn't know love for he doesn't know how to appreciate the love given by the third sex.
Conclusion:
If you don't want pain, don't fall in love.
- CS Lewis
Thursday, March 11, 2010
{ 12:22 AM }
The End.
My brother is watching MYX tonight at Mellow yung genre ng music. It actually amused me to blog the last thought that I will have for the Moon (It's not literally the moon, but it goes by that clue :D )
These past few days i've been begging myself to conclude questions which were never asked, werenever confronted and will never be confessed upon. Medyo nalilito na talaga kasi ako that sometimes I'd rather be alone and think of nothing actually- i've become a loner too much for him.
Think.
Cry.
Pursue.
A decision.
Siguro nga nagsawa na narin ako sa routine ko araw - araw. Papampam, mag-iinarte, kunwari pagseselosen sya but nothing really happened. I was lost on my own actions. He doesn't love me, it shows and he will never love me. Things have been becoming wrong from the night that I confessed my feeling for him. My heart blinded my brain to the extend na nothing's wrong though it was, that I should love him though the love is bypassed.
So I have to end it.
End the love that will never come true.
The impossible love.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
{ 12:41 AM }
TWIRLED.You can not imagine how hard I try to stop myself to fall for you every minute of the day and when there was a time that i'm starting to lose what I feel for you, the saddest part comes- I cannot just imagine living without you though I know you will not love me the I way I do.
I was starting to think that things would turn out okay, but sadly it did not. I felt the relief kissing me but it just didn't. I had the chance of leaving things behind without turning back. Let's get to the point, I thought It was all infatuation but myself defined love- unfair and selfish.
The infatuation would turn out nice if it really was. I'm starting to gain the strength to give up this conditional love that I have for you but whenever I try, I fail. It seems that love has stocked its definition to me; that it is unfair and never will be fair.
Life sucks, then you die :|
