Wednesday, March 3, 2010
{ 12:41 AM }
TWIRLED.You can not imagine how hard I try to stop myself to fall for you every minute of the day and when there was a time that i'm starting to lose what I feel for you, the saddest part comes- I cannot just imagine living without you though I know you will not love me the I way I do.
I was starting to think that things would turn out okay, but sadly it did not. I felt the relief kissing me but it just didn't. I had the chance of leaving things behind without turning back. Let's get to the point, I thought It was all infatuation but myself defined love- unfair and selfish.
The infatuation would turn out nice if it really was. I'm starting to gain the strength to give up this conditional love that I have for you but whenever I try, I fail. It seems that love has stocked its definition to me; that it is unfair and never will be fair.
Life sucks, then you die :|